.... & Me

Welcome June...Oh No!!!! Its already month 6 of 2012 and what I've been achieved?

MUSIC & ME
One week without music I feel so stress. My MP3 died and no music for one week. Yes, there's got phone but the feeling of listening music thru MP3 is different from the feeling of listening music thru phone. I feel like my world is not complete without music.Although MP3 is not listed in my budget this month but since I feel so lonely without music, so today I buy a new MP3 for myself...now my life already completed....

MARRIAGE & ME
Hahaha...this is really out of my life topic so far. But, this school holiday season, everywhere got wedding events...Facebook also busy with Wedding Pix...its like everyone busy to get married. By the way, last week, me & Sue busy helping Adibah with her wedding door gift.. Seriously it is so tiring..It is just am helping my frenz who will get married and am already tired. Can't imagine if am getting married...double double tiring...Now I understand why the word "MARRIAGE" yet to appear in my life diary. Adibah will get married on 9/6/2012. Finally, another friend getting married...Now, wait for the others to give me wedding invitation. Wedding invitation from me? Hhahaha...instead of asking me that question, it is better to ask me "are you dating someone?"...hahahhaha...confirm no answer

BOOK & ME
This is another weird thing that happen to me lately. Am just realized that when I'm stress or tension, I can finish one book less than one day. So weird right? But, in normal situation, am very lazy to read or even very very lazy to hold a book even it is a comic magazine..When I'm tension, I can sit for almost 4 hours without food or drink. Just read the book. Finish one book, then I feel refresh and can start over again...

TV & ME
Hihihihi...when am alone at home, TV is my very best friend. Now, am the loyal fan of a few drama that air on TV. Now, I am watching Emperatriz. Love the drama. In other word, TV is like my baby so far.

FOOD & ME
This is my favourite. Now am worried of gain so much weight again after a difficult experience of losing weight. Now, Food is always calling for me and the bad thing is I love to eat. How to control?

ME & ME
Hehehe...whenever & wherever I go, me is just me. All the decision related to my life is my own responsibility. No one will be blamed if am falling down and those who close to me are deserve to shared my happiness...That's why I always my love very much. No one else can love me like the way I love myself. Only me myself can color my world. All I need is support.

Thats all for this time...now I wanna copy all the song into my new mp3.....

MY FAVOURITE ACTIVITY TO KILL TIME WHEN I’M ALONE

Sometime I enjoy being lonely. Yesterday, I purposely being lonely and not plan anything for my weekend. So, in order to kill time, I’m doing my favourite activity that is watching people and make a conclusion based on the situation. So, after settled all the morning activities, I went out.

On the way to LRT Station

Scene: Shoppers busy opening their shop while talking to their shop neighbor. The passer by just look at them and sometimes they exchange smiles and say hi like they already known for a long time. If they already become friend, they will stop for a while and have a brief chit chat session. Actually, 90% of them didn’t know each other. The only connection between them is they always saw each other everyday and 90% of the passer by live at that area. After almost 2 years living in this area, I also knew 25% of these people name but for the rest we still have can smile to each other and say hi. I still remember last December when I went back to my hometown for a week. A week after that, while on the way back to my condo, some of them asked me, “Hi, long time no see. Where are you going? How are you?” I am so surprise. I just only smile to them but then they still care for me. Same thing when I want to buy some food from the nearby café. They already know what I will buy (always order the same) although I’m just drop by sometime once in two months

My conclusion: Relationship is unique. It naturally develops inside everybody.

LRT Station: While waiting for LRT

Scene: Although people always busy and sometimes they look like arrogant or selfish, but there still got at least 1% of humanity characteristics. One Chinese guy looks busy reading the documents and at the same time talking to the phone and he walks so fast. About 1 meter in front him, there was an old Malay lady tiredly carries the luggage on the right hand and holds her grandson. Surprisingly, that guy went to her and offers his helps to carry the luggage. Don’t think I’m not willing to help that lady. At that time, I’m not even reached the Touch & Go scanner yet.

My conclusion:

-          First Impression is important but then don’t simply jump to conclusion based on the first impression.

-          When it comes to help each other, race, religion and difference is not a boundary.

Inside LRT

Scene 1: When stop at Setiawangsa station, one pregnant lady board into the train and also they got young couple and group of primary school kid (I think). The young couple got the seat leaving the preggy lady standing. I can’t offer my seat to her because that times I also standing. Really upset with the stupid couple especially the guy. There got a notice “this seat for pregnant ladies, old people & … “Proud with these school kid. One of them approaches the guy and asked him to give the seat to the lady. But, that guy talked back to him and told him, he already has the seat first and his GF just laugh together with him. It ends up, one old man (he’s blind) stand up and offer the seat to the lady. As a token of appreciation, these kid offer their help holding that man hand in order to keep him balance while standing.

My conclusion: Sometime couple didn’t understand the true meaning of love. The only definition of love they know is “I love u, u love me” and those love only for BF & GF.

Scene 2: When the train stops at KLCC, there were a group of Chinese family boarding but then they were in trouble. None of them can speak English. They look around them which I think they look for Chinese people. Unfortunately there’s no Chinese person there. The father(I think) reach these school kid and write show something to them in hope they can help. But, one of the kids says in English, he didn’t know the place. Since sometimes I love to give direction to people, I offer my help. They gave me the place name (Muzium Negara). Then I make a hand communication to them told them to follow me because I will stop at KL Central and Muzium Negara is near to KL Central. They just nod their head. So, when we reach KL Central, the first thing I do is bring them to Muzium without asking them to take taxi. Although it takes around 15mins walking but then it is save than taking a taxi that will charge them. I still say sorry to them for asking them to walk but then from their reaction, they are not angry with me. ( I understand some Chinese but do not know how to respond back in Chinese. Thanks to my Chinese friend especiall my BFF Yee Chiea Chai). I even showed them the way to Planetarium Negara. Looks like I’m their tourist guide. After say thank you, I leave them having their sweet time at the muzium.

My conclusion: if we are really wanted to help people, language differences are not the barrier. If both not understand each other language, just showed it through action.

KL CENTRAL

This is the nice spot to observe people behavior. I just find one place to sit and start my activity (of course I bring book together with me to avoid people think that I’m crazy sitting there without doing anything.

Scene 1: @ KFC. There are a group of middle age man having a chit chat session. They really close to each other and have a very sweet & nice chit chat. Why they attract my attention? This is because they are from different races and one of them sitting on the wheelchair. They remind me of my friendship.

Conclusion: If you really sincere in friendship, your friendship will last forever.

Scene 2: Departure Hall KLIA Express

Family – The husband keep asking his wife to walk faster while at the same time his wife busy with two kids asking for something. The wife still at the pass scanner whiles the husband already at the escalator and keeps shouting at his wife to be faster.

Couple/ newly married (not sure)  – holding hand and smilingly walk towards the ticket counter.

Old couple – wave towards their daughter/ granddaughter (not sure their relationship with the lady). Then, the hubby told something to his wife and wipes the tears.

One guy (not sure either he’s single or already married) – talk with the phone and sometimes laugh.

One single lady – sit quietly at one of the seat while reading book. That’s me. Hahahhahaha

Conclusion: single or to have a life partner?  As long as you know the true meaning of family and love, everything will be okay.

The departure hall scenes lead me to the second activity that is deep thinking about my life. Sometime I prefer to be alone but sometimes I love to be with friend (That is sometime difficult to spend time with them due to their dating with their partner).

The deep thinking title of the day: LOVE

Everyone connect through love. Love is universal and not only specific to BF GF relationship. Love can lead to good thing and sometimes it can lead to bad thing. But for me, love is unique.

My definition of love is simple. Love myself first. This is because I believe once I already have 100% love towards myself, only then I will be able to love my God, religion, Families, Friends, Animals, Natures and everyone/everything around me.

My love story in term of BF GF Relationship? I’m not yet started a chapter on it yet. When I told people I want to have a BF, I’m not seriously meant it. It just a sentence in order to join the chit chat with my them. I never think about having a boyfriend at this time. Don’t asked me why because I haven’t have the answer for that. If people told that I’m afraid of having that kind of relationship, I admit it because 60% of me afraid of fall in love. This is due to some love failure experience (broke up, divorce, not meant to be together, died of the lovers)  of my friend and some families. All these stuff make me afraid. Since now, I’m happy with my life now, just enjoy my life. But then, sometimes it looks like I’m the love doctor. My friend always come to me with their love problem and asked my view. Although no experience in love, but I do my best to help them. Source of references…… I love reading. So, I just remember anything from my reading that related to their problem.hahahhahaha….

Need to stop now coz my finger told me they are already tired. Hahahahahhahaha… Since I love them, I need to stop now.

Thanks to my typing partner:

-          Song by Anuar Zain : Sedetik Lebih

-          Song by Justin Bieber : Pray

-          Song by 2 AM : Confession of a Friend

-          Song from Korean Series : Dream High

-          Piano music from Jay Chou Movie : Secret

-          Song by Bravo All Star : Let the Music Heal Your Soul

Who Inspire Me?

Its weekend and I have no plan in my mind. So, while waiting for the plan to pop-up in my mind, so I take this opportunity to update my blog. Remember about the book, Winning by Jack Welch? Congratulation to me because I am successfully reading it up to page 15 of 359 pages. Well, it is a good achievement for me for this month because as I told before, suddenly I become very lazy reading a book. And finally, on 20/1/2011, I got back the interest of reading. Now, my bookshelf will be full of book again (comics, novels, general knowledge, motivation books as well as religious books). While reading Winning I was also listen to radio and the topic of the day is “Who inspire you?”. Then, it give me an idea to update my blog with the same topic. Here are those people that inspire me.






1. My family

This is the main group of people that inspire me the most. They are the one who always there for me and support me. Although sometime, they annoyed me and bring a big headache for me, but they are the person that I am worried most in my life. I admired both my mum and dad. When I have a deep thinking, I always think that it a huge decision for them to getting married and build a family. They experience many sweet and sour in life but they still do their best for their child. Thanks to them to make me such a person I am today. The biggest happiness they gave me is their trust. They believe in me more than my other siblings. Even, when I made any decision in my life, they not even asked me for second option or asked other family members (my siblings, relatives) to view my decision. They believe 100% in me. It is different for my sibling. That’s why sometimes I am the center of jealousy of my sibling. Each time when my parent not agrees with them they always talk back to them saying why it always green light for me. (Well, am the eldest).






2. Tun Mahathir (ex-PM of Malaysia)

What should I say about him? I was grown up during his era. I respect his view and his leadership. I like his out of the box ideas and his effort to make it real. He leads Malaysia for more than 20 yrs and it is a long journey for him to make Malaysia as it is today. He’s my role model. I always dream of meeting him face to face. Just a smile without words will make me happy. Thanks to God, finally I met him and one sentence from him, “Congratulation & Good Luck for your future life”. That time, only one word from me,”Thank You”. When we met? Hahahahha… He’s my University chancellor that time. And during my Convocation in 2009 and luckily our course session was in the morning and he was there to give me the scroll. That is the precious moment in my life. Finally, I met one of the people that’s inspire me.






3. Oprah Winfrey

I started to know her when I was 13 yrs old. That time I was reading an article about her in school library. These articles make me to know more about her. Since that time I was not that IT type of person, so I just find about her through books in the library and articles. She is the reason why I love reading. After I finish my Form 5 and start my University life, I search more about her. She’s inspiring me. Knowing everything about her taught me to love reading, love people and the nature around me, learn how to share love and happiness with others and many things. I dream of being like her one day. Share joy and happiness with others either we know them or not. While watched her program, I always wish that one day I will able to join others in the studio. I cried; laugh together while watching her program. The most memorable scene is when she makes people wish comes true. Not to mention on her surprise to people. I hope I can meet her in person one day. If that dream comes true, first think I would tell her is “Thank You”. Up till now, I am still holding to that dream.






4. Lee Seung Gi (Korean singer, actor, MC)

His name started to be in my list in 2009. That time, like normal drama fan, I watched his drama Brilliant Legacy and I fall in love with this guy. He’s not that handsome but he’s cool. So, like what I do with Oprah, I started to search about him. (I only do searching about people if I really interested in them. Up to now, only he and Oprah make me crazy to search more about them). Then I started to watch his entertainment program. Since in Malaysia, we only can view KBS Channel, so I am the big fan of his 1 Night 2 days program. Why he inspire me? He always does his best in everything he’s doing. He not complains about being tired, respect all people and always be humble. From the info searching about him, everything about him is positive. Plus, he values education and it always his top priority. I admire and jealous of his time management between his career as a celebrity and a student. He knows how to make people love him and always make sure to pay all the love that he received by do his best in everything. I wish I will meet him one day. Love his latest drama “My Girlfriend is Gumiho”. Seung Gi shi..hwaja fighting!! Saranghae. If I was fortunate to meet him, I want to say “Thank You” to him.






5. 1 Night 2 days member (Kang Hodong, Lee Seuguen, Eun Jiwon, Kim Jong Min, Lee Seung Gi & 2 ex-members [MC Mong and Kim C])

This is new member of the list of people that inspire me. They just got into the list in 2010. They teach me the value of friendship and relationship. I wish I could meet all of them. Like Oprah, these members sometimes touch my heart. I love every episode but their latest episode of foreign workers (although it’s not air in Malaysia yet, but through video cut in the internet, am able to watch it). That episode makes me cried together with them. Thanks to the production team for such an idea. Wish them a year of success and prosperity in 2011. If I was fortunate and lucky enough to meet them, I want to say “Thank You”. I learn many things in life by watching this program. Plus this program also makes me feel that I already visit Korea. Korea is one of my dream countries that I would like to visit. But, I just hold these dreams because, each time when I got time to take leave, I prefer to go back to my hometown and being with my family.






What a long update. But, up till today, that is the list of people that inspire me. But, on top of everything, it is I who inspire me so much. Why? This is because everything comes from my love to me. These people are the one who help me to inspire myself so that I will do better.

What is FRIEND?

When mention about FRIENDS,everyone start to think about their friend.Some of them might also start to count how many friend they have since their childhood time.Everyone must have friend at least one in their entire life.Sometimes I asked myself, did I really understand what is the meaning of FRIEND?Do I really have a good FRIENDSHIP with my friends?Why people need friend in their life? why we being a friend for so many people at the same time? what is the real rules in friendship?All these question comes into my mind.

Why I choose to post this topic? Because sometimes I don't know what to do and when I don't know what to do, I alway think about this kind of silly question.SometimesI asked myself,why should I care about all those thing.Even sometimes I really crazy and I asked myself,who is the first person who introduced "A,B,C" AS a letter,who is the first personthat introduced the number, who is the first person that tell the others that the 'tree' is the tree, etc...But it is not wrong to create curiosity in our mind right.Anyway, lets go back to the main topic that is FRIEND.Because I love to visit my "Uncle Google", I asked "him" to explain me the meaning of FRIEND.Below here I attached some meaning that attract my attention that can be shared with everyone.

I'm not simply put the quotes below just for fun. Here, I post the quotes that reflect my thinking about FRIENDSHIP. I just don't know how to describe it with my own words so I need help from these quotes to explain to everyone on what I understand about FRIENDSHIP.
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• "True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." - Charles Caleb Colton
• "My friends are my estate."- Emily Dickinson
• "Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.Walk beside me and be my friend." - Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies). Sent by clovers
• "Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art... It has no survival value; rather is one of those things that give value to survival." - C. S. Lewis
• "The better part of one's life consists of his friendships." - Abraham Lincoln
• "Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears."
• "Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friend's success." - Oscar Wilde
• "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." - Mother Teresa
• "Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods." - Artistotle
• "Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity." - Kahil Gibran
• "Friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity, as the water that flows from the spring cannogt congeal in winter." - James Fenimore Cooper
• "Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rareFalse friends are like leaves, found everywhere."- Anoymous
• "If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them"
• "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."
• "How do you know you've found your best friend. When you are ready to talk to them about anything, even though they know everything about you already."
• "A world without a friend, what would it be? It would be like a world without water, something you need. Friends are like glass, once broken, they are hard to fix. Keep your friends, as you would keep your water."
• "A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!"
• "Have no friends not equal to yourself."- Confucious (551 - 497 BC) Chinese philosopher.
• "To like and dislike the same things, that is indeed true friendship."- Sallust (86 - 334 BC) Roman historian
• "Friendship with oneself is all-important because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world."- Eleanor Roosevelt
• "A true friend stabs you in the front."- Oscar Wilde
• "The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious, it is the true sourse of art, science, and friendship."- Albert Einstien
• "Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours."- Ludwig van Beethoven
• "Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."- Helen Keller
• "In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." - Martin Luther King Jr.
• "A friend in need is a friend indeed."- Latin Proverb
• "Life without a friend is like death without a witness."- Spanish Proverb
• "THERE ARE MANY TYPES OF SHIPS. THERE ARE WOODEN SHIPS ,PLASTIC SHIPS, AND METAL SHIPS. BUT THE BEST AND MOST IMPORTAINT TYPES OF SHIPS ARE FRIENDSHIPS."- OLD IRISH QUOTE
• " A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."- Arabian Proverb
• "It is better to be in chains with friends , than to be in a garden with strangers." -Persian Proverb

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******That's all the quotes I can use to describe my understanding on FRIENDSHIP.What can I summarized here is everyone need friends in their life.No one want to be lonely because when we have friend, at least we have a partner to share our happiness and sadness. Even sometimes, the beginning of the ENEMY is from the FRIEND relationship.someone will not be someone else ENEMY unless there are friend before.********

Summary of the week II

This month(generally) and this week(specifically) is the busy week. Many things happen but not in my life but in my surrounding. This situation make me think a lot (although I should more worried about my study and final year project).Sometimes I asked myself, Why I must concern about what happen around me? Then there is no answer for that question instead of I'm still thinking and concern about all these thing.



1. Olympic Games in Beijing 2008

Yesterday I watched the Badminton semifinal match between our Malaysian player,Lee Chong Wei and Korean player Lee Hyun Ill.it is the unforgettable memory for all Malaysian.Since 1956 Malaysia join the Olympic Games, we only got 1 silver(badminton-"beregu"-1996) and 2 bronze(badminton-"beregu(1992) and individual(1996)).that is the best achievement by Malaysian athletes so far. After that, Olympic Games 2000 and 2004, Malaysian didn't won any medal.but yesterday, all Malaysian proud of Lee Chong Wei.He manages to make himself go to the final that is tomorrow.This mean he conform the Silver medal for Malaysia but there is still the chance for Malaysia to win Gold medal for olympic and if he manage to win it, he is the BEST and break the record for Malaysia.But, in the middle of the happiness still got some Malaysian hope he lose.WHY? Because the Malaysian government already announce that whoever athlete bring back GOLD Medal will be given RM 1 million as an incentive.Those people think that is the stupid decision because it will waste the people money. But for me, I think it is the right decision.

REASON: Malaysia want Gold medal in Olympic and it is something that everybody will do in order to motivate people to perform well.Imagine that those disagreed people participate in a competition where our country really want to win it for a long time then the government motivated them by giving a great big incentive,for sure they will grab the chance.In this matter, I hope people dont think negative way.Just bring along the spirit "MALAYSIA BOLEH". Beside that, I'm sure that Lee Chong Wei not doing this for the sake of becoming the instant Millionnaire.For the sport person or someone that participate in the competition, what they want is to WIN and perform the best they can.There is no issue that they really want the incentives.No one play for become a loser. Eceryone want to WIN and Chong Wei has proof it that he want to WIN and get his own satisfaction with his performance.Anyway Wish him good luck for tomorrow match."MALAYSIA BOLEH" Spirit must comes first.





2. UiTM issues

This is the popular issue for this week.The Selangor MB want to oepn 10% quota for non-bumiputera to become UiTM students and this issue get a fast feedback from evryone in this country.All UiTM student around Malaysia do the demonstration in order to show their feeling.They said that UiTM is for bumiputera and it will become like that forever.I always keep myself up tp date with this issue because i love to hear feedback from diferent perspectives.In my own opinion there is pro and con with that announcement by Selangor MB and I'm sure he has his own reason for making that kind of announcement.Of course my first impression when I heard about that news, I'm not agree with it. But when I think again and review the comment from other people through the news i watched from TV and read from local newspaper, I think it is not a bad decision.Sometimes people need to think outside the box.i agree that UiTM is for Bumiputera but sometimes we need to make our life more challenging.if the bumi's know that there always a place for them to study, they will not think about competition.they must realize that sometimes something that we own will be taken by others and before that happen we must be prepared to face it.in this case, i think they just accept the news and what they can do is prove to the others that the Bumi's still can perform well although there were non-bumi's compete with them.Sometimes competition is the best way to measure our real performance.



thats only my opinion regarding this issues and im sure that this issue will be settled as soon as possible because the main objective of going to university is to study and gain as many knowledge as we can, NOT to make ourselves involved in these kind of issue that everyone not sure when it will be ended.





3. MERDEKA

August is the most precious month for Malaysia. 31 August 1957 is the date where we are free.This year, Malaysia is 51 years old and it has achieve a lot since that day.This is MERDEKA MONTH but i'm very sad with the current situation.Everyone busy with politic issue here and there, criminal case,demonstration until they forget that they must make a reflection for this month.they must stop all these thing and work together to appreciate this month.Even until now, I haven't seen any advertisement that remind all the Malaysian that this is MERDEKA MONTH and everyone should celebrate it. I'm very sad. Although I'm not really know well about my country history but what I know is the effort that make by the elders to free the country from the British colonization.I think everyone should read back the history book and study well about the country history.sometimes I asked myself, can I survived if I was born during the British,Japan or communist time.Heard the stories from the elders and read the book already make me feel fear and scare.Luckily I was born after merdeka.Actually sometimes I felt very bad when i'm not appreciate the peace and freedom of my country.its like i'm not appreciate the effort of the elders (those who work hard for independent of Malaya).Anyway, for this 51years of independence, i hope that Malaysia more success.





4. My student Life

Arrrgggghhhh.....the normal situation as like other students.got assignment, test, project and friend issues.but I can handle it for this time being since its become my routine now.I always told myself that everything is depend on myself.if i can manage myself well, i can do it.but if i fail to manage myself, that mean i fail in my life.so why should the word TENSION comes into my mind.I should be happy because i got a chance to experience all these.



OH....my stomach already sing a song.time for lunch.hihihihi

1 Litre of Tears

"If I were a flower, then now I would be a bud.
I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets.
This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It can't be put into words.
I want to make a time machine and go back in time.
If it wasn't for this disease,not only I could enjoy falling in love but I alsowouldn’t have to rely on anyone and live by myself.
I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before.
'I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.
Therefore I definitely won't run away.
That's what I’ll do.
Definitely, always.
Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here.
because this is the place where I am.
If you look up at the sky after falling down the blue sky is also todaystretching limitlessly and smiles at me...
I'm alive.
People shouldn’t dwell on the past.
It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now.
Reality is too cruel, too brutal.
I don’t even have the right to dream.
As i think about the future, the tears will come out again."

that is some of the part of diary written by Aya Ikeuchi. This proved her courage and positive attitude towards an uncertain future when suffering such an illness, spinocerebellar ataxia. It such a sad story. Actually I already watched this Japanese drama in 2006 after i heard about a positive review towards this drama.beside that, I also interested with something that taken from the real life. 1 Litre of Tears.This is based on the true story of the girl who still not lose hope with life eventhough she knews that she has not much time to live.To my surprise, this is the first drama series that make me cry since the first episode and the last episode is even worse.i never thought i will cry that serious.

why i choose this as my blog topics?
suddenly when i was busy doing my assignment i heard the drama theme song from my friend PC.then it automatically remind me of this drama.b4 this i always get mad and tense when faced many workload.then i realize, it is not that much since i still can have an opportunity to finish it.each work given will have a solution.but what if i faced a situation where there is no solution n it involved our life.even a small thing we cannot handle, how we will handle the big thing that involved life and death.this make me think again.i should be grateful with my life and enjoy it no matter how hard it is.when i read many times the sentence that i paste above, it gave me a spirit.

it make me think if i was in her place, will i be that strong?will i write these kind of sentence and inspire people not to give up in life? what a wonderful girl she is.she knows her conditions but she still want to live like a normal people.her family also very good.they gave support to her.make her laugh and happy until at the end of her life.

What a lazy day.long time haven't update my blog.don't know why.maybe because lately i had been infected by some kind of disease that is not available in the medical dictionary...."malas yg terlampau"......hahahha..so dangerous the virus in this era...even the ancestor will become confuse when heard about that kind of virus...ok..here my notes for tonite

tonite i got time to write something on my blog since this evening i had attack a new virus..."kerajinan yg terlampau" after listening the song "Hanya di Mercu" by Ayu OIAM2.why?because suddenly the lyric attract my attention.donno why today because i already listen to this song many time ....

student life?
starting from thursday evening, i felt release after complete my "1st world war=>test n quiz". but on thursday also is the starting date for the "2nd world war=>SM assignment".actually it is simple task that is interview a company.but what make it my 2nd world war is we must find a big company that have a workers more than 100(branch not include...need the main office n headquarter).then we need to interview them n the project presentation is on the first week of may.i really hate it.not less than a month n where we should search for a big company in a small ipoh town.but wat to do.i'm a student n must bear to take this responsibility.4get about that 2nd worldwar.here i also got a "universe war=>FYP"...arrrrrggggghhhh...really headache.got so many report n i hate writing report without completing the project. so stressful but each time i'm stress new virus attack me that is "overhappiness".anyway that is the reality of student life.got sweet,sour,hot,salty n so many taste.

current issues?
today one issue in newspaper attract my attention.its about Suffiah Yusuf, a malaysian girl who entered an Oxford University at the age of 13 becoz she genius in mathematic.its not a news that can be proud of.After read about it, now i think i must be grateful because i'm just a normal people.wat a tragedy.when people heard about her ability, they will imagine her bright future life.but now, her life is a tragedy.after run away from oxford at the age of 15,then married at the early age of 19 n now the latest new about her is she advertise her "body service" via internet.what a shame.i can't imagine how her family felt when they read about her.wat a sad story.before this when i was in school, i was jealous of her because she got a place in one of the famous university in the world at young age.but she not really appreciate this opportunity.i feel sorry for her.its all end up like this.i just hope she will realize that she cannot do like that because she got talent and she should use it properly.


Others
1. miss my family.so relief after call my family.

2. this thursday got data mining quiz

3.now i addicted to korean series.last korean series i watched was the sad sonata in 2006.then i stop watched korean series because i addicted to english,indonesian n philiphines series.then i addicted back to korean series after watching coffee prince.then surprisingly now i also add malay series as one of my favourite collection.it all starting with dunia baru season one.but not really addicted like korean n english.the best malay series for me at this time are manjalara(even i hate the ending),sindarela,Bella and mostly the series that air on TV3.it is a good improvement for malaysian program.even Jangan Pandang Belakang film went to singapore and philiphines.keep it up guys.if u all produce good local product, I will support it....but if i addicted more to outside product, don't be mad k.

think need to stop now.why? because i need to finish my FYP progress report.need to submit it tomorrow.before the "kemalasan melamapau" virus attack me, better i prepare the antibodi for it.


here the song

Hanya Di Mercu

Mimpi dan harapan bagaikan duri yg mencengkam
tak pernah terluahkan hanyalah di hati tersimpan
terpendam
keterbatasan diriku menjadi penghalang

sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila
ku harus mencoba
bila lagi resah hatiku bila lagi
aku harus berani
lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri
mengatur langkahku terus mendaki
cita2ku di mercu

mimpi dan harapan
cita-cita yang tinggi
menjulang
seandainya ku biar cita2 di hati tersimpan terpendam
keterbatasan tak akan menjadi penghalang

sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bila
ku harus mencoba
bila lagi resah hatiku bila lagi
aku harus berani
lalu ku bangkit tegak berdiri
mengatur langkahku terus mendaki
cita2ku di mercu

aku mencari kekuatan dalam kelemahan
aku temui kejayaan dalam keberanian

sampai bila aku bertanya sampai bilaku harus mencobabila lagi resah hatiku bila lagiaku harus beranilalu ku bangkit tegak berdirimengatur langkahku terus mendakicita2ku di mercu