The End or The Beginning

Wah!!! finally i got time to update my blog.it is not because the "lazy virus" or "slow internet connection virus" but very busy.But now I'm free (at least for this moment b4 final exam)....

THE END

I only have less than a month in UTP.After 4 years, finally the day that I had been waiting for knock my door.happy or sad?can't explain my feeling right now.for this time being, my heart say,she happy but for sure later on she will say she very sad.many bad n sweet memories and experience i learnt here.

• 24/10- Free from FYP (only presentation) but still feel release.FYP make my life busy and that word always appear each time i do some other work. But now,no need to think about it.anyway, FYP also brought many sweet memories.Everyone work together and support each other.With this FYP thing, it seems like everyone become care about each other even before this we are not that close.Besides that, we can learn new thing from each other because everone have different project with different programming style.so now i can say that FYP not that bad.it also good even it make my life miserable.
• 27/10-ICTBIS gathering...not everyone able to come together since that day also Deepavali Holiday.so enjoy and refreshing..but the bad thing is, I slept the whole evening after went back from the gathering.

so many thing happen for the last 4 years here. sometimes hope the time moves faster but sometimes hope tomorrow never comes.but it is normal."setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan"....so this is the 4th time for me to wish goodbye n goodluck to my frenz.1st..during kindergarten, then primary school, followed by secondary school n now university.but its good actually coz if no goodbye, we will not know how important that person in our life.never mind, we can set a target later on;when should we meet again.

The Beginning

the end of student life mean the new beginning of another stage in my life.my future?until now, i'm not sure what i want to do next.the only thing in my head now is short time planning that is finish my final exam.but after that, what should i do?no future planning.don't know why....i still remember when i was a kid..i have plan many thing for my life.but when i grow up, that excitement become low until finally i don't have any plan on what to do.

the next stage of my life is also involved the new beginning for new friendship.but at the same time, need to retain the current friendship so that we get more friend and enlarge our love loop.

actually i'm really worry about the new beginning.this is because, in this new stage of my life, i need to earn money on my own and this is the time i need to work not only for myself but for my family.my father will be retired soon and i think this is the time for me to take a responsibility to take care of my family since i'm the eldest.feel so scared actually becoz i'm not sure if i can take this big responsibility.but then still so excited when think about it.

think that all for this time coz feel so hungry.need to search for something that can be eat.