Sunday, March 27, 2011

Just an update

Its time to update my blog…(sound like I have regular reader who waiting for my update. But nevermind, at least I got some place to let go all the heavy feeling before I start something new)…Summary of this week activities (like doing the weekly report)

1.       Why people change?
While browsing through Facebook (to know any update from all my families & friends), I was shocked with my sister new profile picture. I thought it just she only wants to show the picture but actually it is total change of her. Not because I am that good person but I disappointed with her. I call my mum and told her about her new appearance and my mum shocked also but she accepted it because she already knows this would happen. When I told this to one of my friend, my friend told that I am jealous with my sis because she more beautiful than me. Yes, I admit that she beautiful but I am not jealous of her. But, I have no right to tell her what is good or bad for her because I know,(although she not mentioning it) she didn’t like me. Why? (not because I am proud of myself but it is true) . This is because my parent trusts me more than they trust her. Anyway, I just can pray for her happiness and hope she do well in her life. We are sisters.

2.       Awana Genting
Nice location. We had our Target Setting Discussion at Awana Genting (I already told about it in my previous post). Why I want to story it here? This is because I want to Thanks to Adibah for team up with me doing a sweet thing while in Genting. It is heavy rain outside and the weather was so cold. although our mouth mumbling about the cold weather, but our action is against our mind. We entered SnowWorld. We enjoy our time there around 30 mins.
Other crazy but adventurous thing I do with her is ride the cable car. Yes, this is my first time. Why I said it is crazy and adventurous. It is because, only two of us in the cable car, heavy rain outside and that time is 9:00 PM….So dark. I enjoy it but if next time, there got someone who asked me to ride a cable car at night, I will refuse to do so.

3.       Life
A month from now, I will turn 25 years old and I think instead of grow up, now I feel like I am become younger. Why?  Because as a lady, it is normal. Who want to get older? Hahahaha….
I got a new hobby now…that is analyze people character. Sometimes inside LRT , while everyone busy talk with friend or reading or listening to music, my mind also work so hard to create a dialog for each person. Then I will smile by myself but people will not call me crazy because that time I was using earphone where actually that earphone not connected to either phone, MP3 or walkman. So crazy.

The second thing that will be asked by people (especially older people)… when are you going to get married? Nice question but when I got that question, the only thing I can do is smile. Standard answer from me, “don’t worry, if no next year, the other year you will received my invitation card” and that answer will keep repeating every year.No time to think about that stuff.

Think need to stop now because it already noon and I’ve yet to take my bath and my stomach already sing a rock song…..

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Where am I last Weekend?

Place for Makan Durian and Telematch
Last Friday evening until this morning, I was at Thistle Hotel at Port Dickson for our division Family Day. So tired (because I am part of the committee) but I enjoy it when I saw everyone smile and enjoy with their family. So sweet for those who came with family. But for the single staff like myself, we just assume that everyone are my family. Now I miss my family. Other picture will coming soon (If I am not affected by Lazy virus.)





Last Wednesday, while having a long bad day in the office, something make me smile and forget all the problem. I got the letter from the child that I was sponsor through World Vision. Let just say, she is my adopted sister. Her name is Yu Qun and she was a year younger than my youngest sister. Although it is just a simple letter but it make me smile. Since April is around the corner, the next day, I write a letter to her and attached together the Birthday Wish Card to her.



That's all the update for this week. I am sleepy now and really need help. Tomorrow until Wednesday I will out again. This time for my department Target Setting for financial year 2011. Last year we had it at Corus Hotel. This year, it will be conducted at Awana Genting. Tomorrow night, I will go to Genting with Adibah.
Need to stop now because I haven't packed my stuff....but I am sleepy....

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Life Story

Finally I got time to update my blog again. Not because I am lazy to type but it because I have no idea what to type.
First of all, I would like to say my condolence to all the Japanese for what had happen yesterday. Japan was hit by earthquake and Tsunami. When I saw the news in TV, I can’t help my tears to come out and I straight away call my mum just to say Hi. I am a kind of person who will always fall for deep thinking when saw, heard or experience something that attract my attention. The natural disaster that was occurred in Japan yesterday also made me became a thinker. The natural disaster is unexpected and can happen anytime. Sometime I always think what if when this kind of incident happens and I was alone or far away from my family? What if it happens to my family and I was not there with them? Am I mentally and physically prepared to face it?... Just by watching the video from the news make me feel like crying, how does the feeling of the victims. 

Story No.1 : Holiday in Melaka at the end of February (Wani’s wedding)
Actually I can call it one Malaysia Vacation. Me, Yee and Mega represent one Malaysia. Sorry to Wani because three of us steal the attention during the “Akad Nikah” night. We were there with her and sat next to her. Initially, three of us not aware about it until the photographer voice out about 1 Malaysia. It is not completed actually. Fiera (closest friend to Wani compared to three of us) and Leen not there with us. After the Akad Nikah (without eating the meal) , we went to Jonker Street and take our dinbreak(short term for Dinner Breakfast) at about 1 am at McDonald. It remind of our McDonald agreement in 2008 in Perak. A new arrangement has been set where Fiera will be next, followed by Leen, Yee, Mega and finally me.
Thanks to the bride & groom for sponsoring our accommodation. What a nice and luxury villa.
But, I think it is a trademark for those who go for travelling with me. Even, I am not a driver and I am also not the one who gave the direction, it always end up we are loss. What to do, it is just natural and I can’t avoid it. But, it creates more sweet and precious moment.

Story No.2 : Hai Dkny and Luxmi
While typing story number 1, I just remember that this story should come first. But, then I am very lazy to give direction to my mouse, so I just let it be. One afternoon, very shocked got a message from Dkny informing that she was in KL for Technology exhibition at KL Convec. So, I just call Yee and then three of us having lunch together at Kenny Rogers KL Convec. So excited that day. Last time we met was during our convocation in 2009.
Then, 2 weeks after that, I met Luxmi, coursemate aka housemate during internship. That day, me and Yee went to Burger King for our lunch and while passed through Auntie Annie stall, I told Yee that I saw a familiar face and confidently I hold her hand and then it is true, she is Luxmi. We had a short chit chat because she was with her friend.

Story No.3: Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa
Congratulation to the production team for such great movie. I watched the movie on its first day premier at TGV Wangsa Walk with Suliana. Two thumbs up for the movie. The scripts are very good and meaningful especially the scene where Merong Mahawangsa talked to his team about the objective of their mission. I love the Archimedes Principal that was shown by Merong. Although I hope the hero will be alive (at the end of the movie, Merong died) but, I still love the ending. It doesn’t mean that all hero should live longer. Now, waiting for KRU Studio next horror movie…”Karak”

Story No 4: February 2011 is the most hateful month in my life so far
In this month, I felt demotivated a hundred times. My confidence level drops a hundred times. This is first time in my life I am thinking of giving up on my work a number of time per day. This is also first time in my life I am not even trying to comfort myself by being positive and believe in my life policy. I gain 2 kgs due to those things. I really hate this month.  Thanks God, at the end of the month, I got a weekend vacation to Wani’s Wedding with Mega and Yee. But then, 2 weeks after that, I still experience the same thing. Now, I am in recovering phase.

Story No 5: Hasliana getting Married and among her friend, I am the first person she told the date of her wedding (for sure because I need to book for the flight ticket)
Around, 7:10 pm today, I got a message from her telling me to book a ticket and fly back to my hometown in Sarawak at the end of May 2011. Congratulation to her. I’ll look for the available and cheapest flight ticket. I will do my best to attend her wedding I think I should plan a trip to her wedding with Jama, Syidah, Nisa and Hamisa soon. Can’t wait to meet them. Maybe, it will be our reunion.

Suddenly, my finger told me that they are tired. And my brain also told me that it is time to stop. So empty after let go of the uneasy feeling. This is one of the recovering phase methods for everything that happen in story 4.
Will be continued later for another stories……

Background music: no background music because I am typing this while watching TV but I don’t know what I am watching because the only sentence that I saw on TV Screen is, “ Service Unavailable”…