feel like long time haven't update my blog.Not because i forgot that i have a blog but because i feel lazy to write plus the network connection from my room is not that good.anyway, today almost two weeks i'm back to my campus life for sure as a student.nothing different except now i was in final year and final semester.got few more month to go before i complete my study in this university.my next pit stop after this?I don't want to think about it first because i'm scared to draw and color my future life.Before this I love to plan everything for my future but after seeing many failure in future life of other people that close to me, that make me scared of thinking about my future.but what i'm still believe until now is I want to change my life as well as my family life.I want my family get a better life than before.Actually I'm proud of my parent.They not get well education as other that were in the same age as them.Their highest education was primary six but they have their own ambition but as people always said "we just plan,God will do the others".When I was a little kid, i hate when people said like that because that means that person do not want to try their best to make their plan become real.but now i understand, it doesn't mean that person not put their effort but sometimes God have something for us.That's why until now I limit any thinking about my future plan.I just do what i want to do today in hoping that there got one more chance for me tomorrow.

Forget about the nonsense talking above.lets see the picture below:

Last weekend, I went to Pangkor with four of my friend,Wani, Fiera,Megala n Siti Fatimah.We enjoy our weekend there and release all the tense before we were attack by another "Tension Virus". I love the scenario there and feel peace and harmony there. The first picture is the Ferry Terminal in Lumut. Then the nice stone architecture that resemble the head of the crocodile in Coral Island and the last one is the "ikan paus" head.So amaze with the God creation.Just look at the picture for a moment and think.

Oh Man!!I forgot that tonight i want to call my mum.so i stop here and continue some other time

June's Notez

LOSS

before holiday, my grandmother(mother of my mother) pass away.50+ day after that(during holiday) the other grandmother(my father's mother sibling) pass away.Then 7 days after that my cousin ,Abg Jefri who live in Kedah pass away. this year is a big loss in our family.Hopefully there's no more loss in our family because we can't stand it anymore.We know that we only a human and it is God work but we pray for the best in our family.

NEW BORN

iN the early June, my cousin, Norafidah got a baby girl.She was the same age like me but she build her family early than me.Her baby was named after two her favourite character in a local telenovella that was aired in TV3, Spa Q.So the baby was named Qistina Aleya.

MONEY

Many thing can be related to money until people create a phrase "No Money No Talk"
what so good about money?I agree people need money but sometimes money can be a biggest enemy in human life.anything can happen because of money.Some people say that money is more powerful than relationship n love.In other word Money can buy love.But that love is not an everlasting love.
I really hate to hear that some people broke their family ties because of money.Siblings fight each other because of money.really hate to hear that.this problem will continue until when me myself dont know.I really hate it.I agree that people cannot live without money but they must make sure that they will not be control by MONEY.Let us control MONEY not Money control us.Why this become my subtopic?Because, my family also faced the bad experience with the person who was controlled by money and until now the problem is not solved although we treats these STUPID Person like usual.Now they live happily with other people money n forget about those people.before this, when they was in difficult situation,they like a street and dirty cat come beg for money but once they get the money, they deny everything.Really hate these kind of STUPID N GREEDY people.Just leave it to God.We juz pray for their happiness so that they can live "HAPPILY EVER AFTER" so that they will not come to us like a dirty street cat.



Think that all for today...feel very boring...