Suatu pagi yg sunyi.......

akhirnya ada jgk masa untuk update blog nie.seblm nie ada jer masa tapi biasalah time tue terkena virus "MALAS" ,virus "NO IDEA" n virus "SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION"..tp paginie virus tue dah dapat di "remove" tp xtahu berapa lama.hahaha..merepek pagi2 nie..
arini dah 15 hari berpuasa rupanya tp x terasa plak coz maybe week b4 this very busy with assignmnt, test,progress report,FYP n etc. sampai xperasan masa berjalan dgn pantas.okaylah..sekarang time untuk update blog.

Last week is the most busy and important week in my life for 2008.Why?my second youngest brother Helmi sat for his UPSR,my first brother Hisyam started his lectures in Indonesia and I got PETRONAS interview on Friday. First, let we talk about Helmi. My mum very worried with him since a week b4 UPSR he doesn't look like someone who will take any test. When my mum asked him to study n review back all the thing that he learnt, he has his own answer scheme for such question "cikgu madah iboh blajar agik.kelak stress susah.mun otak dah tensen,sik apat jawab soalan kelak...[our teacher said, don't study too hard or it will make us stress.if we are tension, we can't manage to answer the question]"...not only my mum, even when my aunty asked him, that his answer.like a tape recording.But what make me n other sibling feeling like to kill him was when we wished him for good luck, he told my mum, he felt like a popular person.all sis n bros called him and wish him goodluck.luckily we are far away from home.if not, we will samck him.
okay..move to my bro Hisyam.Last Tuesday was his first lecture session in one of University in Indonesia.The next morning, he called my mum and told her that he had a difficulties there during first session. He seem having difficulties in understanding the Indonesia language used by people there.but then he tried his best to solve this problem.One more thing, this is first time in his life celebrating Fasting Month at other country and far away from home.Actually compare to him, me and other family members miss him so much during this fasting month and the coming hari raya.but when he called home, we just not showed it to him.during fasting month, he is like a second chef in our house if my mum very busy. This is because in our family, only my mum and all my 5 brothers love cooking but the girls including me, the first child hate cooking.my mum always told me that I'm the eldest and should learn how to cook.but the problem is i hate cooking but i love eating.so now all my 5 brothers love cooking so let i'm just be the princess.hahaha..i miss the time when they all cooks something and all 8 of us shared it.ok..continue with my bro Hisyam[hopefully he will not read this blog]....we will miss him during this coming raya coz he not able to back home due to the expensive flight ticket.usually a few day before raya, he was the one who decorate and do house cleaning. we can't help him becoz, he already warned us not to interrupt in his business.if we touched anything that he needs for cleaning and decoration, he will stop his job and not continued it.so for this year, its all depend to the us [did not have any magic touching in decoration]...every raya everyone who came into my house impressed with his touch and this make us jealous of him.but this year....well, actually I should be happy because this is the time i can show my talent...hahahhaha
Next,my interview.i don't know how to describe it.either ok or not ok.but i think its ok because i do not have any sad or bad feeling.what i remember is after i done with the interview, i went back to my room with happy face then i slept for almost 5 hours.everyone know what does that mean?????

Saturday coming...
the night before that, I got sms from mega asking me for joining her to Ipoh for PC Fair.well that is my weaknesses.if someone asking me going out during weekend, i always say YES as long as we come back before 6pm.but still limit to term and condition.hahhaha..the one who asked me must be my friend and same attitude like me.ok..lets continue.We took a bus from UTP to Medan Kid, then from Medan Kid, we took another bus to Stadium Indera Mulia.got so many people.we spend almost one hour there.then aftr that we took bus to Ipoh Parade for shopping time.not really shopping becoz Mega the one who do all the shopping while I'm just do window shopping.I love to see nice n sweet thing but for me to buy these thing is difficult.reason:i will think the reason why i must buy that thing and did i really need that thing.another reason is i don't want to make myself feel guilty for using my money since i can save that money for future usage.but then, sometimes i will feel regret of not buying the thing that i wanted.nevermind, for this time being let just save the money.plus i got 7 more sibling who are still studying and for sure my dad need to use a large amount of money to support them.but since i got a sponsorship, let just use it wisely only for my study and help my sibling in also if got some extra.well, sometimes, i always looking back to my past where at that time I just only see my friend's parent buy everything that their child wanted.that time i alway wish that i was born into a rich family.but then i'm still happy with my family although we are not that rich becoz my father still can support our school.love you dad n u also mum.
O Man!!! "LAZY" virus start to attack again because i haven't on the "FIREWALL".what should i do? ok..let just stop here before I was attacked by the "NO IDEA" virus.hihihihi

~I FALL IN LoVe With.....

Tengah bersemangat and busy menaip report utk Corp Communication nyer group assignment, tetiba satu SMS masuk.wow!its from my frenz.kandungan SMS die..."define love in your own word".tertanya2 jgk kenapa die hantar soalan bonus tanpa hadiah tue.then i just reply without answering the question.sebenarnya itu soalan dr love partner die utk die.dia xder idea nak jawab apaso die susahkan kawan2 dia lah.tp sy begitu malas nak balas explain panjang2 kat die, i pun bgtaulah kat die...Love is universal....then i suruh die huraikan sendirilah coz die bercinta so die sendiri yg tau maksud LOVE.Dia punyalah geram then BUZZ me in my YM for my full explanation.tp itu x membantu die coz i cdgkan die baca novel cinta or tgk movie/series cinta or perhatikan org2 disekeliling dia then dia akan jumpa jawapan utk soalan dia.dia still x puas hati so i just decide utk die spy tgk definition from the other friends yg dia sms.
lepas jer habis layan dia, i pun teruskan report CC i.then baru i perasan, assgmt i pun ada kaitan dgn love.arggghhhh....apasal pgnie semuanya dlm mood LOVE.after subuh my mum called and baru i realize yg i dah 6 hari tak call rumah.aT the end of conversation,i cakap kat mak i, kirim salam sayang rindu kat semua family.Sayang? still ada kaitan dgn love.so bla fikir semua nie, i dpt idea nakupdatekan blog i n gunakan love sebagai main topik.why?Because I fall in love now...with whom???? just read through the following post

I FALL IN LOVE WITH ........

• My God, my Believe

I fall in love with this everyday and everytime.lebih2 lagi time bulan puasa nie.i taknak cakap banyak ttg cinta terhadap my first love nie coz my love cannot be express infront of public.

• My family

I fall in love with my family.they are my strengths, weaknesess and they are everything in my life.this is because family relationship is something that was born in nature and we cannot deny the existence of this relationship.my family is my priority among others thing.i will feel the pain if one of them especially my parent get hurt.hmmmm....now im thinking of my family and our time together.when i was a child i always felt jealous with other frenz who come from a rich family.but as i grew up, then i realize something,as long as we live in happiness n not hurting others, we also can become a rich family.during our free time, me together with my other 7 siblings sit together in one room and then make a dream to become a rich people and build a big house.that activities always been done when our parent not home and sometimes we talked about it in front of our parent.Sometimes when we had a fight, our house condition is like an earthquake but then a few days later we still can laugh at each other because everyone look so funny when avoiding each other.That why I fall in love with my family

• My friends

I fall in love with my friends.although sometimes we not satisfied with each other and even had an argument with each other but still we are friend and still need each other to complete our life.Friend is like my second family because they are the one that close to me after my family.luckily i'm still in contact with my friends from the kindergarden time until now.although not all but still we still maintain our relationship until now.last year, many of my friend getting married.sometimes when we accidently met somewhere else, we try our best to recognize or remember at least name and when our first meeting. that is the beauty of friend that makes me fall in love with my friends

• Myself

I fall in love with myself.why?because sometimes there is no answer for why....

• Foods

This is the best part.I fall in love with all the delicious food as long as it is halal.among all the foods, i'm dying falling in love with my mums cooking plus my brothers cooking since i'm very bad in cooking.that's why i appreciate food because i know i can't cook these foods.although these food looks nice and delicious but then if my eyes catch a "sardin", so my priority is sardin.hahahahha.chocolate and ice-cream is my favourite.

• Nature and Environment

why?because i grew up by witnessing the beautiful nature and environment.if i have an opportunity to help saving the environment, i would love to do it

• Peace and harmony

inilah elemen yg semakin pupus kat muka bumi nie.kemusnahan di mana2 n ramai org yg tak bersalah terseksa.apa salah mereka.the powerful people think that they are powerful and can do what they want without concern about peace and live of others.mereka senanglah.lepas menyusahkan hidup org, mereka sekeluarga still can enjoy their life,having parties tp org yg terlibat dlm konspirasi jahat mereka n mangsa2 konspirasi jahat mereka hidup susah.org mcam nie patut mati coz mereka x diperlukan kat dunia nie.Kdg2 rasa nak suruh mereka uji dulu konspirasi jahat tue ke atas diri mereka sendiri sblm mereka buat kat org lain.igt nyawa n kehidupan org tue patung yg takde perasaan ker.uishhh... gerammm...so time nie sokonglah lagu "where is the love"

• my belongings and properties

I love my belonging and properties because some of it is a gifts from people to me and some of it i get it with my own effort.when i look at these things, it makes me fall in love with them because they remind me about the relationship, sincerity,beauty,life and hardworking

• Money

Sometimes I fall in love with money but this love is not last forever because I only fall in love with money for some reason and purpose.BUT I owez kept in mind that money cannot buy LOVE.

....... there's a lot of thing that make me fall in love.That is my answer when my friend asked me did i fall in love.when i met the old friend, the most famous bonus question without award and prize i get is..."are you still single?".my answer is simple.i have so many thing to be loved and no time for the love between girl n boy.my family and myself is everything for this time....

OH NOOOO!!!!!!I still got many thing to do..My CC report,FYP report n application,CE assignmt,Malaysian studies assignment..then i got a BCL n MS test....

see...that is why i say I have no time for love between girl n boy.ok i stop here, my phone calling and its my mum again...