Friday, November 21, 2008

Finally...

Finally, hari yang ditunggu2 datang jugak.tepat jam 1130 saya siapkan my very2 last exam paper as a student.then, i'm no longer student.hahaha.2 thn tadika + 6 thn primary school + 5 thn secondary school + 41/2 thn universiti=cukuplah.dah tak larat dah.otak pun dah nak meletup.

Usually bila start cuti semester semestinya sayalah org yg lewat balik antara smua kawan2 saya.but for this time, i'm the early one.actually nak jugak spend masa utk enjoy ngan member2 lain tapi nak jugak balik awal coz cousin i kahwin n saya xnak terlepas tgk majlis kahwin dia.why?because dialah satu2nya girl dalam family dia.sekurang2nya bglah support skit dgn dtg kat majlis kahwin die.lagipun bukan org lain,family sendiri. At the time, my other cousin ada convocation kat putrajaya. dia bawak satu family datang KL tgk die punya convo.akhirnya dia dpt buktikan wpun dah tua, still boleh belajar juak.congrats to her n sorry coz x dpat dtg untuk the best day in her life.so difficult to make a decision actually.half of myself nak balik awal n half lagi nak stay sekejap sama ngan member.

today, i habiskan masa sebaiknya ngan member2.malam mereka datang bilik.THANK to Leen,Fiera,mega,wani,aimi,anisa,cikun,sha,azrin n smua yg sms i n gtalk i(sorry coz not mention all your name but really appreciate all the wish.sorry coz xdpt nak jumpa you all face to face coz i kene bertolak jam 6 pg).thank to you all wpun some of you ada misi nak buat i menangis.but really sorry coz i can't cry.dah habis energy nak nangis.dah puas dah sedih before hari ini coz nak prepare sendiri agar tak menangis utk last day.reason?i prefer the last moment spend ngan kawan2 dalam suasana happy2 n ceria.really hate tears n people cry coz i look bad when i'm sad.i dah mula rasa sedih since ahad lepas lagi but then nasib baik my rumet tidak perasan coz die ingat i tgk muvie sedih.actually i tak tengok apa2 muvie pun.dengar lagu then suddenly rasa sedih plak.teringat kat saat2 bersama semua org.dulu time sekolah ada jugak perpisahan camni tapi tak sesedih perpisahan ini.reason?coz kami smua dari negeri yg berlainan then peluang untuk bertemu susah sekali.tak macam kawan2 sekolah.even semua belajar kat tempat lain2 but then at the end of the day still balik kat tempat yg sama n still can see each other.so sad right now but my sad mood dah kene kacau ngan rumet.die baru balik dari kuar ngan kawan2 die.

Bila belek2 semua lagu2 yg ada dalam simpanan, ada beberapa lagu yang buat saya tak tahan then terus sedih.kat sini i pastekan lirik lagu tersebut and the rest of my feeling this time can be describe through the lyric of these songs.



SEMUA TENTANG KITA-PETER PAN
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Waktu terasa semakin berlalu 
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita 
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu 
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati 

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama 
Ceritakan semua tentang kita 

Reff:

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia 
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala 
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah 
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa



BUKAN BINTANG BIASA
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Once upon a time ada sebuah bintang
Yang bersinar terang di hatimu
Ku akan datang lagi menjemputmu dengan cinta
Kan kubagikan semua bintangku
Kumiliki bintang, bukan bintang biasa
Ku bisa hapuskan semua dukamu
Ku tak akan menghilang, slalu ada di hatimu
Memberi bintang hanya untuk cinta

Reff
Dan yang terbaik selamanya bersama
Akan kubagikan bintangku demi cintamu
And when you keep on believing
Thousand ones can be sees by running
The miracles can do things though can’t do
Kumiliki bintang, bukan bintang biasa
Ku bisa hapuskan semua dukamu
Ku tak akan menghilang, slalu ada di hatimu
Memberi bintang hanya untuk cinta
Dan yang terbaik selamanya bersama
Akan kubagikan bintangku demi cintamu
And when you keep on believing
Thousand ones can be sees by running
The miracles can do things though can do
Dan yang terbaik selamanya bersama
Akan kubagikan bintangku demi cintamu
And when you keep on believing
Thousand ones can be sees by running
The miracles can do things though can’t do
The miracles can do things though can’t do

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Feel like to write something

What an idiot title for this post...actually suddenly I feel like to write something today.Maybe because of pressure for the Business and Cyber Law paper tomorrow.I think I become more weird.Everyone busy reviewing and struggle for tomorrow but what am I doing?Business and Cyber Law is the very "handsome and susah dipikat" subject for this semester.This is not my opinion only but just mewakili perasaan member2 yg lain.Banyak sgt law yg kene baca.sometimes terfikir plak if i can create my own law...but maybe untuk beberapa tahun akan datang n bukan esok hari coz esok is my final exam.oh man!!! really headache to think about Contract Act, Company n Partnership Law,law of tort, computer crime act and digital signature act.

Finally my 4 years n a half almost reach to the end.like what had been posted in my last post, this mean the ending and the beginning.siap ada member yg dah buat countdown lagi.my last paper is on 20 november and after that i'm FREE. Plan awal nak balik on the next day friday 21 november since got nothing to do again here.Everyone including my roommate seem have their own farewell plan with their "cik abang".I don't want to be left alone in my room with the "fastest internet connection in the world" so its better for me to pack up everything and fly back to my hometown and meet my family.what a common plan...

Farewell with friends?well tomorrow nite after the BCL, we will go out for our farewell.Place n activities?not plan yet coz everyone busy with exam.Me n Megala plan to do this and that but then need to cancel that plan coz we afraid that Fiera (sorry fiera coz takut awk xnak ke tempat tue jer) will not agree with the place that we plan to go. So just wait until tomorrow evening then me n mega draft our plan.that is my farewell with my friend since foundation(fiera,wani,yee,leen n mega).how about my vietnamese frenz, Dieu n Huyen.and others as well.i love all of them.

Last Sunday, I received a bad news.one of my family members(my uncle) passed away.I make an analogy that I had a bad luck with letter M & S come together.Last semester (in same year), a a nite before my Strategic Management(SM) paper, My grandma passed away and this semester, a day before Malaysian Studies (MS) paper, my uncle passed away.cannot blame the fate because as a human, we must be prepared for death and any news regarding the death.

Today,my brother,Helmi received his UPSR result.Congratulation for him eventhough he only got 2A 3B but I'm not expecting high target for him because I know his level but still I hope he will succeed for his future.And Good Luck for my other brother,GG, for his SPM.die nie adik lelaki I yg paling bermasalah selain Keri.but still i love them coz walaupun kadang2 bergaduh sampai nak mampus ngan mereka dua nie, tapi at the end of the day, I am still the important person for them especially if they want something that they can only get through me.


So sad last saturday watching my favourite series Ghost Whisperer.Last week episode for the new season 4 make me sad and make me cry.My favourite actor, Jim, Melinda husband dies.I love this series not only because of the supernatural stories about the person who can communicate with the death but also the husband wife loving couple relationship between Jim and Melinda.what will happen next???Jim cannot die.Love him.Last nite I watched the new episode of House new season 5.love last nite episode because House got some unexplain feeling finally...its maybe love feeling.Its difficult to watch him with these facial expression and feeling.Love you Dr House.Although his not that handsome, but i love his character.

OH MY GOD!!!already 10.00pm.tomorrow paper start at 9.00 am.need to stop right now to review back my Business and Cyber Law.GOODLUCK 4 ME N OTHER FRENZ TOMORROW.