Friday, May 30, 2008

End of Semester

Finally, 1130 am mission complete for semester January 2008.Actually the test finish on 12 but i dont know what to write in my answer booklet so I juz finish everything and raise my hand to get attention from invigilators and then ..... YEAAAAAAA finish paper.(today test is quite hard but the holiday mood is in the air...so just forget about it and wait for the result).

I will be going back to my hometown tomorrow and my flight is at 8:50 at nite.nevermind, as long as i can reach my home sweet home.actually not really miss my home, just miss my family and my mum cooking.here in UTP everyday eating chicken and im very scared what if one day i turn to be a chicken.can't imagine it.

today the whole evening, i packed my stuff and say goodbye and happy holiday to my friends.very lazy to pack but need to do it.luckily my roommate not in the room the whole evening.she going to visit her SV regarding her FYP.

FYP?OMG..my semester break this time is not like before.I need to complete my FYP project.Next semester is my final year final semester in UTP and i need to complete my FYP during the semester break so that i can feel a bit release next semester.

nothing else to write.just now i feel regret for packing my stuff the whole evening.tonite got nothing to do.so boring.my roommate will going out again.anyway HAPPY HOLIDAY

Sunday, May 25, 2008

My Notez II

Today is a boring day.nothing to do.4 more days for my last paper and 5 more days to go back home.can't wait for that day.miss my family very much.

Sat-24/5/08
thanx Leen for your idea of went out from UTP life yesterday.hahahha.thanx also to mega and yee for joining us.i really enjoy yesterday.we watched movie, eating, window + real shopping make me feel refresh.the movie also nice.fourth sequel of Indiana Jones.enjoy watching this movie and what make it very special is because i watched it with my friends.hahahhaha

today
nothing to do.just stay in my room + sleeping n eating.what a boring life.study?ya, i should study because i got one more paper to go.but wait a minute, it is weekend and we must rest.hahhaha

nothing to write actually,just want to waste my time.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Sweet n Sour During Exam Week

This week I started final exam.so nervous but I must do my best.hehehe.but this semester many thing happen.got sweet,got sour but luckily I still can stand it.

During study week
Monday 5/5/08 i got a called from my mum told me that my only grandmother was sent to the hospital due to health problem.Feel sad because I'm unable to visit her.She lives next to our house and for the last 22 years I grew up in front of her.i always joke n play around with her and sometimes get angry with her when sometimes she looks annoying.but she was my best grandma because she the only grandma i have.what i can do is just pray for her.

Few days later, my friend Zuraini(Dkny) lost her beloved father.her father passed away.she very sad.final exam is just around the corner and this thing happen.feel sorry for her and hope she will be a strong person.


11/05/08
HAPPY MOTHER DAY.so happy wish my mum happy mother day.my grandma still in hospital and her health condition still bad and not change at all.i called my aunt to wish her happy birthday and at the same time she was with my grandma.


12/05/08
Around 9pm i got a sms from my sister told me that my grandma passed away. i don't believe it since the day before my mum say she still ok.i tried my best to control myself from crying since the next day i got a final exam paper for SM.then slowly i started to cry. i think the time that i spent together with her.my house next to her house and i always saw her and i love her although sometimes she make me angry but its ok.now i lost her.since my form 1 until now,when i went back home during holiday,she will came to our house and asked me about my life.after she felt satisfied with my answer, then she went back home.when my parent went out for some function at night, she will came to our house to accompany me and my sibblings.(actually we are the one who look after her since a few minutes she entered our house, when we gave pillow and mattress to her, she will sleep leave us watching TV and take care of ourselves).so funny huh.when my parent came back, we asked her to stay, she refused.the same goes during day time.she always come and asked whether we already had our lunch or not.after heard about her dead, i felt very bad.other cousin that lives far away from her home and rarely come and visit her(only during raya) came to gave their last respect to her.But me?i lives next to her since a baby.i can't visit her when she was badly sick because i got final presentation and test around the corner. i always pray that she will be okay so that i still manage to see her.its just a dream and hope.God loves her.i felt bad.i can't manage myself to see her for the last respect.from my sister i know all the aunty,uncle and other cousins came except one person that is me.the last time i saw her during my midsemester break in the early of march.i don't expect that is the last advice i got from her.before went back to UTP, she always advice me-jaga dirik bait2 kat tempat org.berkawan ngan org yg betul.(take care of yourself n be friend to the right people)-when i think back, the last midsem break, they got one more addition advice from her-iboh di ingat gilak org kat sitok.belajar bait.(don't remember us here to much.study)-she never told that to me before.the only person that always gave that advice is my aunt...

13/05/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM.i think this year is the very bad birthday to her.early in the morning i wish her but in sad tone.i knew she cried.she mention to me.her birthday present this year is to big and even she can't accept it.i knew her feeling.she loss her mother on her birthday night and today, instead of celebrating her birthday, it turns out to be buried her mother soul.I know my mum is a strong person.i dont know how to comfort her since im far away from her.i knew she sad and hurt very much.she the one who always deals with my grandma.take care her welfare and now my grandma died.the daytime,she on duty to take care of my grandma.and a few moments after she came home, my aunt who on duty that night called her to tell that my grandma passed away.she very sad.her birthday she got such a big present.mum, be strong ok.

14/5/08
today got no paper.my next paper is on saturday.i followed my friend mega went to Ipoh.this time it is more sweet memories for me.i can't believe it that i manage to go to Ipoh by bus.hahahaha.what a nice experience.both of us enjoy ourselves shopping and watch movie: Speed Racer.the funny thing is, only four person including us who watch that movie.but it is a nice movie because i love a car race.hahahaha.
went back to UTP miss my family but i know if i called home,no one will entertain me for the seven day after my grandma death.they busy with tahlil and prayer for my grandma.beside that, i don't like to hear my mum sad voice.she try to be normal but i knew she still sad.but i miss my family.i sms my sister and she told me,my mum and her sibling still feel sad.nevermind, maybe after one or two more day i will called her.


that all for this time.

Monday, May 5, 2008

mY nEW aGE

Last Saturday, 3/5/2008 is my birthday.Happy Bday to me.hahaha.This year Birthday very meaningful for me.The last time I have a sweet birthday surprise was in 2005.Most of coursemate girl celebrate it with me.Thanx to Wani that time.This year I really2 thanx to everyone for their wish and surprise.

The nite b4 bday==2/5/08
Fiera n Wani asked me to join them for dinner.Then around 10:30 we went to Ipoh Parade.The plan is to play bowling but it full.Then we went to Jusco for bowling also but it nearly closed.Then check for midnite movie but it full also.Lastly we loiter around Jusco.Then at 12 am, i got present from them.It is a bracelet.so sweet and surprise.I haven't tought they will gave that kind of present to me.For me, by cheering me up that nite is more than enough because the whole day I feel bad after bad performance.that bracelet is like a bonus for me.Thanx you too.

after 12am 3/5/08
my phone keep vibrate to announce there are sms coming in.my finger feel numb replying them but it's ok.really appreciate them for remember my birthday.thanx all of them.then 1 am i got phone call from my siblings.they wish me, their older sister happy birthday.so touching n feel funny.usually only me remember their bday date but that nite...feel so touching but cannot cry.hahhaha

morning 3/5/08
my bday is more meaningful when two important person in my life called me for their wish.Thanx Emak n thanx Bapak.Actually they want to wish me after 5:30pm because I was born on 3/5 at 5:30pm.but they afraid i will not happy the whole day so they wish me morning.so sweet my parent.then the whole day i received the wish from my long time frens n new frens.thanx again you all.

nite 3/5/08
around 11pm my roommate went out from the room and found a card under our room door.It's from my ex-housemate during my internship.Thanx to Seila,Luxmi,Stella,Elvina n Ling Hui.I don't know what time they put it under my door but it is a sweet card from them. So surprise.Luckily haven't have any heart disease.then around 11:55 and above still got sms from others.all of them compete each other to be the last person to wish me happy birthday.Thanx everyone

sunday 4/5/08
the biggest and enjoyfull surprise is again from my ex-housemate with collaboration with my roommate,Yee and Yi Chen.Birthday cake from them.really feel good this year.so sweet.really surprise.First time in my life, I got cake for my Birthday.First time in my life I blow candle for my birthday.Really feel touching but still cannot cry.thanx everyone for making my birthday this year a sweet memories.

But as like the olders said, if they got good thing, there also followed by bad things. This morning I got a called from my mum told me that my only grandmother was sent to the hospital last night.Until now I still don't have any update on her current condition but I pray for her to get well soon.When heard about that news, feel like to went back home immediately but I can't.Tomorrow i got my FYP Presentation as well as SM project presentation.I just only can pray for her.

That all for this time.